Adultery.
The word has
a nasty feel, doesn’t it? It is nasty, because it is a violation of the highest
trust. The intimacy, the shared thoughts,
dreams, passions, and physical joy are shattered through a deception of the
most dispicable kind.
It is sad when
the mighty fall; unfortunately, the distance from top to bottom is shorter than
what most would think and even worse, the impact at the bottom is much more
than one would hope.
I took some
time this week to catch up on the Petraeus scandal. As I listened to a brief interview with a close friend of Petraeus,
he shared the ‘slow fade’ that occurred in the heart of Petraeus. The transition from military to
civilian, was a difficult move for Petraeus, and as he was struggling with the
transition, the emptiness of loss of the brotherhood was great for him, and he found that his
biographer Paula Broadwell was all to happy to go running with him and listen
empathetically. These things don't happen overnight. If both Petraeus and his wife had a bit of healthy marital jealousy for one another through the years, it may have done their marriage a world of good.
You might be
surprised by this, because most people think of jealousy as
exclusively negative —and it is—with a couple of exceptions. There are two relationships in which
jealousy is both healthy and honorable.
Both of these are covenant relationships. The first relationship is a smaller
version of the second. The second is our covenant
relationship with a spouse, and our first is our covenant relationship with God.
In James 4:1-10, the apostle uses the relationship with our spouses as the paradigm for which
we understand our covenant relationship with our heavenly father.
Of these ten verses, verses 4-5 are the wheel within the wheel.
4 You
adulterous people! Do
you not know that friendship with the world is enmity with God? Therefore
whoever wishes to be a friend of the world makes himself an enemy of God.
5 Or
do you suppose it
is to no purpose that the Scripture says, “He
yearns jealously over the spirit that he has made to dwell in us”?
Typically
the Greek word for jealousy in verse 5 is used exclusively as a negative. So for James to use it in
the context of God’s emotions is shocking. Commentators are divided as to the reason for this, but I am
inclined to believe that James does so for emphasis and effect.
God created
us, so therefore, he owns us. For those who have a special bond of grace in their hearts, that is, they have the Holy Spirit indwelling them, there is a union of body, soul and spirit with God, which is best pictured by marriage. It grieves God's heart to see his creation move away from him for idols, which are worthless, just as it is for spouses to observe a wandering eye, or a flirtatious remark.
Paul uses
the marriage image frequently. In 1 Corinthians 6:12-20 Paul writes these words:
12 “All things are lawful for me,” but not all things are helpful. “All things are lawful for me,” but I will not be dominated by anything. 13 “Food is meant for the stomach and the stomach for food”—and God will destroy both one and the other. The body is not meant for sexual immorality, but for the Lord, and the Lord for the body. 14 And God raised the Lord and will also raise us up by his power. 15 Do you not know that your bodies are members of Christ? Shall I then take the members of Christ and make them members of a prostitute? Never! 16 Or do you not know that he who is joined to a prostitute becomes one body with her? For, as it is written, “The two will become one flesh.” 17 But he who is joined to the Lord becomes one spirit with him. 18 Flee from sexual immorality. Every other sin a person commits is outside the body, but the sexually immoral person sins against his own body. 19 Or do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, 20 for you were bought with a price. So glorify God in your body.
As you read
these verses, did you notice that what makes sexual immorality so egregious is
that we are bought with a price. At our church, we remind ourselves of this bond liturgically after communion with these words: We are not our own, we are bought with a price,
I will glorify God in my body and my spirit which are the Lords.
Have you
ever watched a movie, the well-filmed ones that draw out of us the feelings of
jealousy, anger, and resentment as the main character, who to that point, had
been honourable, lowers his standard and begins to flirt with someone other than
his or her spouse.
Like a well
written movie, you can nearly hear a tone of jealousy in Paul’s voice, as he
narrates the passion of the Lord as unfaithfulness occurs. But you must recognize that Paul is not
just talking about sexual immorality, verses 12-14 above suggest that even a good thing can
become a controlling thing—what we would call an idol.
As I said, there
is a healthy form of jealousy, which can protect your marriage from
insufferable harm. But you have to
be a good listener—you have to listen carefully to your spouse, and be able to
recognize areas in which they are not finding stability and
security from you--it often comes out in conflict.
When time is
at a premium, and your spouse feels as though they are missing that time with
you, your ears need to wake up and respond to the early indicators of
‘jealousy.’ When you are married,
you are no longer your own person, someone else owns you—and they have conjugal
rights to time, love, communication, and intimacy.
Did Petraeus or his wife hear those early sounds of jealousy? It is so common not to hear them, yet those early indicators were intended to
let you know that your passions are starting to misalign. You might not realize this, but this
kind of jealousy is a gift of God for you and your marriage. You should not be surprised that these
same feelings of jealousy are exactly the same that God has for you—after all,
we are made in the image of God—we have a mirrored personality that comes from
our Creator. Do we hear those early sounds of jealousy?
James asks, What causes wars and conflict among people? We have conflict in our lives in direct proportion to our
misaligned passions. They are not
completely for our heavenly husband—we are more willing to let our thoughts
sleep with the idols of our imagination rather than be faithfully returning love to the one who bought us, and redeemed us for his glory and our joy. In the words of a popular Christian
song,
It's a slow fade when you give yourself away
It's a slow fade when black and white have
turned to gray
Thoughts invade, choices are made, a price
will be paid
When you give yourself away
People never crumble in a day
It's a slow fade, it's a slow fade
The journey from your mind to your hands
Is shorter than you're thinking
Be careful if you think you stand
You just might be sinking
Perhaps
you’ve never thought of worldliness and interpersonal conflict in quite this
way before, yet in this journey of life, the
journey from the mind to the hands is shorter than you think. The road from joy to grief is shorter
than you think, and depending on the damage, your heart will take longer to
repair, if it were not for the grace of God (James 4:6-10).
"What causes quarrels and what causes fights among you? Is it not this, that your passions are at war within you?"